Autumn Memories
By: Lailatul Chikmah
I love a book same as I love my dream, I like writing
same as I like my time.
You will receptive a precious feeling and give
a harmful feeling.
A book is not just a work of fiction, but it is
the true power of changeing your life.
Kyoto, Japan. 22nd October, 2013.
Outside
the window, the forgotten scenery and wind blows. I hear familiar instrument
from the radio in cafe, Pour Elise Ludwig Van Beethoven. With a cup of
vanilla milk, I lay down in the cafe named Starbuck Kobe Kitano Ijinkan.
It is located in Shimogyo district, Kyoto. I go to thereafter walk alone on Kobe
Kitano Tenman Shrine to overlooking an old temple with autumn scenery. Leaves which turn into
bright red or gold in autumn. I look into an old and faded book in my table.
The book with title “Aki had
written by Idrus” which changed my whole life. The book that make me think the things that I could not
think before and feel things that I could not feel before. The book brings back
my past memory.
Flashback,
Surabaya, Indonesia. 4th July, 2009.
My name is Khizza, a girl who has introvert
personality. I don’t like to hang out and gathering with others people. Because
of my selfish pleasure, everything is being ruined. It is hard even to breathe.
Should people with introvert personality like me try outing from my safety
zone and becoming sociable one? I often failed in many things and stand in middle
thing. My failure doom oneself into buried. It is makes me have Atychiphobia,
excessive fear of failure.
My
heart screams that I should not change my personality but I should find a way
to make the whole world realize my existence within my weaknesses. The
revolution is in your mind. My fight is start when I read Aki book.
Kyoto, Japan. 22nd October, 2013.
“Are you alright Khizza?” that question awakens
me.
“Ah Anya. I am extremely fine.” I reply.
“You are doing a great thing. Your book shares
your deep feeling. You are here right now to have fan meeting right?” Anya said
and I reply it by nodding my head.
Flashback,The sentence “This new life has a price, think Aki, if we keep it alive” touched my heart. I used to often cry and give up. I nearly went the wrong way but the book teaches me the right way. The book motivates me to write book that gives little peace in human heart. When a person dies, he disappears but their written will bring the spirit of mine from generation to generation.
Kyoto, Japan. 22nd October, 2013.
I drink my vanilla milk and look into the autumn scenery.
“I have faith that there will come a time when people can truly understand one another.” I speak to Anya and she gives me her sweet smile to respond my words.
Author
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Name : Lailatul Chikmah
Address : Sukowati RT 003 RW OO2, Kecamatan Bungah, Kabupaten
Gresik Jawa Timur
Phone : 085607524091
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